An Untold Tale
Here’s another peek into Elena’s past
with Matt, which helps to
show why he still is stuck on her, nearly a year after she broke up with him in
The Awakening. Elena gets a chance to
show her physical courage as well as her mental strength in Matt and Elena -
Tenth Date: On Wickery Pond.
“You know what this is?” Elena had
greeted Matt, for once without the cheerleading squad of girlfriends on the
second story. They were planning to see a horror movie at Fell’s Church’s one
working theater and then have dinner at a small Italian restaurant in Ridgemont.
“What?” Matt had asked, feeling
stupid staring as he was at Elena’s golden beauty as she came down the stairs,
this time dressed in an slim pearl-white sheath, with an oversized black velvet
belt showing just how small her waist was, and a black velvet ribbon around her
slender throat.
“Uh . . .” Matt tried to remember if
there was some holiday coming up, or some dance he’d forgotten to ask her to.
“It’s our anniversary, silly! It’s
our two-month, official tenth date anniversary.”
“Almost
two months,” Matt had said as Elena had put on an ivory coat with faux
fur—it looked real, but she’d confided to Matt that it wasn’t—at the cuffs and
collar. He knew how long it had been to the day and minute, because he had been
thinking about Elena nonstop ever since then. He thought about her even when he
was supposed to be thinking about something else. His football coach was
disgusted with him, but all the guys on the team were green with envy. Elena
and Matt were formally together.
“Our tenth—oh, no!” Matt slapped his
forehead. “I swear, Elena, I swear, I bought this little pearl ring for you—we
can go to my house and—whoa—!”
“Shhh.” Elena silenced him most
expediently—by kissing him. It was a beautiful soft, chaste kiss, which branded
Matt’s lips like fire. Elena was so light and delicate—almost fragile-feeling
in his arms. But warm, definitely warm. “Don’t say a word about rings,
especially where Aunt Judith can hear you,” she whispered into Matt’s ear,
which gave rise to such pleasant sensations that Matt could hardly follow what
she was saying. But he’d managed to nod, and to say hello to Aunt Judith as she
came from the kitchen, and then sweep his treasure out into the cold late-fall
evening.
“And I don’t care about rings,
silly,” Elena had said when they had driven a few blocks away from her house
and she’d given him a dizzying kiss or two. “I just want you to know that this
is an important day.”
She said it so adorably earnestly,
looking at him with those lapis lazuli eyes under their ridiculously thick lashes,
that Matt wished he could haul her over the central console of the car and kiss
her hard. But if he had learned one thing about Elena Gilbert, it was that
kisses weren’t things to be casually snatched up, not even if they were a
couple. Elena could turn into an Ice Princess in an instant if a kiss wasn’t
her idea. Matt thought that she might have some cat in her heritage, somewhere
way back.
“Did you bring Uncle Joe?” Elena
asked, solemnly, as she always did when they went somewhere, even to Warm Springs
with a picnic lunch.
“Of course,” Matt said, as he always
did, and at a stoplight he showed her his wallet with the precious hundred
dollar bill in it, and Elena said “Hello, Uncle Joe,” as seriously as if she
saw his face instead of Benjamin Franklin’s there. She also opened her tiny
black velvet purse and showed him what she always carried since their first
date: her aunt’s Visa card.
This time, as on the last eight
formal dates they’d been on, there was no need to resort to either extremity,
but as always, Matt had the feeling that Uncle Joe was somehow with him,
sometimes criticizing, sometimes cheering for him. Since good old Uncle Joe
hadn’t been able to hang on to even one of his three wives, Matt had decided
that this was a bad fantasy and tried very hard not to listen to Uncle Joe’s
whiskey-and- tobacco-hoarse voice.
The real-life horror of that date
began as Matt was driving Elena back home, hands carefully positioned on the
steering wheel at the ten o’clock and two o’clock positions. He couldn’t help
but feel dizzy inside every time Elena touched his arm. Outside, it was
freezing, but the Garbage Heap was flooding them with hot air from below, so
Elena’s pretty toes couldn’t be too cold.
They were chatting aimlessly. Ever
since their first date Matt had found Elena amazingly easy to talk to. They
talked about things happening in the world, in Fell’s Church, and as they grew
steadily more fond of each other, about things closer to their hearts. Like
about their childhoods and how they had really known each other for years,
although they had never known each
other. Elena admitted that she had tried cigarettes years ago, but to Matt’s
relief added that the first one had made her so dizzy that she’d fallen down
and so nauseated that she’d almost thrown up. And, to Matt’s even greater
relief, the rumors that were flying all around school that Elena Gilbert had
tried everything, everything legal or
illegal in this part of the world, looking for kicks, were completely
unfounded. She hated the taste of alcohol, so at social drinking affairs she
could be usually seen drinking a rum and coke—sans rum. She would never go near
drugs, she said, because of a cousin of hers that had died when she was only
fourteen.
“I cried so hard at the funeral
service that they had to take me outside the church,” she said. “Breanna had so
much to live for. Why did she even start drugs in the first place?”
“I don’t know,” Matt said, feeling
grim. “To fit in, maybe. There’s a fair number of jocks that aren’t clean,
either.” He used the derogatory term lightly—as a jock himself. “They drink
vodka from thermoses in the locker room. It’s a wonder we don’t lose half our
games—hey!” He interrupted himself.
“Did you see that? There’s some people out on Wickery Pond.”
“On
it? Skating? This early?” Elena turned almost completely around to see the
pond, which might better have been named Wickery Puddle, because it was such a
small pool off Drowning Creek and froze over so early and easily. But the water
was deeper than most people thought. Matt could remember being young and stupid
and sliding and skating on the pond, too, a month ahead of the real skating
season. Matt also remembered his mother’s story of a girl who had died there
before he was born. The barely-there ice had cracked under her gliding skates,
and had taken three of her friends in the water, too. The rescuers had only
managed to get the three friends out. There was even a ghost story about how
the girl lived under the pond, seizing the feet of anyone who broke ice over even
the shallowest water, and pulling them down, down, down . . .
“Matt, turn the car around.”
Suddenly Elena sounded neither like a sweet Southern angel or an indifferent
Ice Princess. This was the Elena who always ended up chairing the Robert E. Lee
High events committees. It was the voice of authority, and as usual, Matt found
his muscles reacting before he had quite grasped what he was doing.
“You’re—you’re not going to try to
talk to them?” he asked, feeling spaghetti turn to lead in his stomach. “They’re
just bratty elementary school kids. They’ll laugh—”
“Not at me,” Elena said quietly. She
didn’t sound embarrassed—and she didn’t sound coy. She was just making a
statement.
And Matt suddenly sucked in a deep
breath as he realized that it was true. He’d heard girls scream at Elena, with
tears and mascara and everything else running down their faces; he’d seen boys
huddled in hushed bunches listening to the proud Prom King of the year bragging
about his “night with the girl,” but
he’d never heard anyone laugh at her, even behind her back.
I wonder how the world looks when
you’re Elena Gilbert, he thought suddenly thinking back on their relationship.
Different than it looks for the rest of us, I’m sure. It must feel like having
a ticker-tape parade for you all the time. A nonstop party, with the spotlight
always on you.
Then he slapped himself mentally. He
knew none of that was true—not inside Elena’s mind. He knew it as well as if
he’d taken a microscope to her brain and examined and analyzed all the thoughts
and feelings there.
Elena knows it—how could she not
know it? She knows she’s the girl all the boys want and all the girls want to
be. She even uses it. She’s using it right now. But she’s—using it for a good reason. Not to hurt anyone.
Satisfied with his conclusion, Matt
turned off the headlights and he coasted onto dirt as they drew near the pond.
He didn’t want hysterical kids thinking that parents and police had spotted
them, and making a frantic dash for the edge of the pond, without even looking
to see where they were going.
Then, with a last glance at Elena in
the dim interior of the car, Matt quietly opened his door, just as she quietly
opened hers. The Junk Heap didn’t have such luxuries as an interior light that
automatically went on when you did this, and that was good . . . tonight.
Elena had already taken off her
fur-trimmed coat and thrown it in the car. He shrugged out of his heavy
overcoat and out of his dinner jacket as well. They were going to need some
warm, dry clothes if a kid went into the water—even at the very edge of the
pond, Matt thought. Anyway they themselves were too agitated to be cold . . .
yet.
“Put this and your wallet in the
glove compartment,” Elena said softly, handing him her aunt’s credit card. Then
she was moving stealthily toward the pond, actually more quietly than Matt
would have believed a person could walk in heels. His initial reaction was
involuntary: a sort of swooping disappointment that his extraordinary
girlfriend would think about money at
a time like this.
“We don’t want to lose Uncle Joe
twice,” she added, just as softly, and Matt felt something inside his chest
turn over and his spirits bounced and went swooping back up again. It was
something in the—the nurturing way—that she said it, as if old Uncle Joe were
still here, as if she understood the reason why Matt had once worn the same coat
for two winters, even when it had pinched under the arms, rather than spend
Uncle Joe’s hundred.
Elena was still moving silently
toward the pond, almost floating, not rustling a leaf. Matt looked down and got
a shock when he saw why. She’d left her high-heeled shoes back in the car.
“You’ll free—! Freeze,” he said,
changing his volume in mid-sentence from an exclamation to a whisper in
reaction to a sharp motion of her hand. Jeez, she’s really got me trained, he
thought, not really minding being tamed by this sweet, surprising, soft-eyed
firebrand of a girl.
“But you can’t walk in bare feet on
that ice,” he added, still whispering, but following her and wishing that he
could avoid dried leaves and twigs the way her pale feet did, apparently
without her even glancing at them.
“I’m not going to walk around the
pond,” she replied in a soft little voice like a lazy bumblebee hum. “I’m going
to walk on the pond. And I have
nylons on—quite thick ones, as nylons go. They’re really almost tights, but
translucent; I get them from a special place online.”
Matt tried to believe he understood
all of this, but the one thought that really went through his head was, She pays attention to every detail because
she can’t stand for herself to be less than perfect. And she wants that same perfection from me, too. And
strangely the thought only buoyed his spirits up farther. Because Elena’s
standards were high, but the person she’d picked to go steady with had to meet
those standards.
But as for the pond-walking
nonsense, well, Matt would put a stop to that, he decided. And as he decided
this, he had no idea that this thought was going to go down in history as the
first time he’d thought of trying to talk Elena out of a scheme.
“Elena, I’m wearing shoes,” he started, murmuring as she was doing.
“I know. I can hear them very
clearly,” Elena said, but in her sweet little hum it sounded like the kind of
nonsense traded by happy couples.
“I mean, I can walk on the ice and—”
“And probably fall right through,
you great big football star.”
“Actually, I’m the most compact guy
on the team—”
“I’m going to break a lifetime’s
habit and tell you my weight,” Elena said, and she did, whispering it into his
ear. Then she added, “I look taller than I am because I hang out with that munchkin
Bonnie. Now, which of us is going to fall through that ice first?”
Matt couldn’t think of a thing to
say. Not one.
“Thank you,” Elena murmured, somehow
putting sunshine into the hum. Then she shook her head. “Look.”
They had reached the edge of the
pond. The ice was mushy here, with dark water clearly showing through the
crumbling chunks. Matt was cold now, but he was damned if he was going to leave
those stupid kids out there on the pond and maybe have one of the fall into the
water and be drowned.
Matt poked at the mushy ice with a
stick. “Can’t get onto the pond here. We’ll have to walk around testing.” He
tried not to shiver, tried not to think how cold Elena’s poor feet must be. He
comforted himself with a vision of wrapping them in a blanket in front of a
fire, while his mom made raspberry-chocolate cocoa for everyone.
They followed the contour of the
pond, walking on leaves that now ripped soggily underfoot, sticking to his
shoes, and sticks too sodden to crackle underfoot, until Elena, tapping with
her stick in front of them, stopped and put fingers to her lips.
“Good ice,” she whispered.
“Okay, what—”
“I’ll just try Plan A, okay? If it
doesn’t work I’ll tell you Plan B.”
Matt was too dumbfounded to feel
that his masculinity was being threatened. It was true that he’d never gone
with such a takeover girl before. But the way Elena looked in the moonlight,
now that the full moon had risen high in the sky . . . well, it took all the
fight out of him. She looked . . . the moonlight on her golden hair . . . the
way it reflected back at him in her large pupils . . . the way her lashes cast
shadows on her rose- petal skin . . . she couldn’t be an angel, she was too
vibrant and alive. Maybe she was an enchantress. Maybe she was a water spirit.
No question that she was magic.
Matt wanted to hug her just to give
her some of his own body warmth—but that was the last thing he dared to
suggest. And yet a thing inside him that had never awoken before was awake and
rampaging. Pick her up, idiot! it was
screaming. Carry her back to the car—you know the moves to keep her from
hurting herself. And in case you haven’t gotten it yet, I’m your primal
manhood, fed up with your wimpy, that’s right, your atrociously civilized wimpy
behavior. If you don’t sling her across your shoulder right now, you cowardly, spineless, gutless
reject from a sausage factory—
But he didn’t swing the girl over
his shoulder, and he knew he never would. Elena might be lighter in weight than
he was, but she had a spine of
armored tungsten or something. And besides, she would have a Plan C by now. She
would weep. She would tremble. And then when she’d got him distracted, she
would run, putting herself into far
graver danger than if she simply picked her way across the thin veneer of ice
over the dark pond as she was doing now.
Matt didn’t know why he could read
her, but somehow, after ten dates he could. After all this time, he felt as if
Elena were somebody he’d known all his life—somebody who’d shared her life with
him, or that maybe even sometime a long time ago they had been part of each
other.
And besides all that, very simply,
she was too smart for him. No matter
what the subject was, Elena was swifter at finding a snappy answer.
They were closing in on five
reckless little figures. The moonlight was bright. In a minute they were going
to be seen—
“Hi there,” Elena called, and
somehow, to Matt’s amazement, she kept her teeth from chattering. “Wow, what a
great night for skating.”
There was a moment of pandemonium
and Matt thought one of the little figures would surely go down. But then
everyone suddenly stopped, staring. Three little boy-faces and two little
girl-faces were turned toward them, in awe.
“Are you—ghosts?” one boy asked,
looking more intrigued than scared. Well, that made sense or he wouldn’t be out
here risking his life in the first place, Matt thought grimly. And Elena, in
her slim pearl-white sheath, with her drift of hair silvery-gold in the moonlight,
barefoot in winter, did look as she might have been a ghost.
Elena laughed a sweet little,
oh-so-non-threatening laugh. And then Matt saw why somebody had once said that
you could catch more flies with honey than with vinegar. Although what anybody
would want with the amount of flies you could catch with honey was beyond him.
“Don’t any of you know me?” Elena asked, as if she were princess of the
realm of Fell’s Church and they were peasants who’d never seen royalty before.
One of the girls spoke in a whisper.
“You’re . . . Elena.” As if Elena were a pop star that everyone knew by only
their first name.
“That’s right,” Elena said. She was
pacing a little, never toward the children, but never too far away. Suddenly
Matt realized why. One danger of bare feet was that any scrap of residual
warmth she might have would probably melt this ice—-and if it didn’t, the ice
would freeze her solid in place. She gave a little twirl to show off the dress.
“We just got back from a date. What do you think of that?”
Two little boys snickered and nudged
each other. Two little girls stared with worshipful eyes. One little boy
stepped forward and said, seriously, “I’d
go out with you,” and then hid behind one of his companions.
“Well, we’re having an adventure
together,” Elena said without haste. “Isn’t the moonlight beautiful tonight?”
Three heads and two little hoods
nodded, five pairs of eyes staring up at the moon. “My brother Josh said it would be pretty in the
moonlight,” one of the little girls offered, and one of the boys blushed
crimson. The moon was bright enough to show that, Matt thought, awed. He
realized that he hadn’t said a word so far, and decided it was better that way.
Elena was charming them as if they were five identical cobras coming out of five
identical baskets, and he didn’t want to break the spell.
“It’s a wonderful adventure,” Elena
said. “The only problem”—she was still swiveling, but slowly, picking up her
feet like a high spirited thoroughbred, Matt thought—”is that my feet are
awfully cold. You don’t have a blanket or anything I could wrap them in, do
you?”
The I’d-go-out-with-you boy
instantly pointed back at the bank. “We have some there.”
And in a reverent whisper, one of
the girls said, “I’ll go get one for
you.”
Aha, Matt thought. It wasn’t just
admiration of Elena’s delicate style. It was memory. Some days it seemed at
Robert E. Lee that everybody was just either just getting finished with or just
started running an errand for Elena Gilbert. Now Matt saw how she managed to
arrange it. Or did he? She would use different methods with older kids, of
course, but . . . he shook his head. It was as if Elena had as many facets as a
diamond, and you thought you saw the real
her every time a new facet flashed.
“I’m
gonna get it,” one of the bigger boys snapped with heavy fifth- grade
authority. And here, Matt thought, we have the leader of these reckless
roughnecks.
“Well, let’s all go get it, shall
we?” Elena said merrily, tilting her head and gazing at the kids as if she just
adored children whose snot was freezing on their small red faces. As if she had
finally found her true love . . . times five. It looked so far from being an
act that Matt wondered if Elena herself realized she was playacting. Or. . .
or. . . if she even was acting at
all.
“Come on,” she said, reaching a hand
out to the biggest boy, “Let’s be as quiet as we can and sneak up on the
blankets so they don’t run away.”
This time everyone laughed. Even
Matt. He couldn’t help it. Elena had just done a magnificent thing. And she’d
made it look so effortless, when he could see—even
if the young kids couldn’t—that she had every muscle locked against every other
muscle to keep from shaking like a leaf in the bitter wind. He’d seen—he’d
imagined he’d seen—the real Elena
Gilbert on every date or get-together—and then he’d thought this was just a
kiddy-version imposter—but now he wasn’t sure of anything except that she was
the most beautiful thing under the moonlight on Wickery Pond.
“You slide and I’ll glide and we’ll
both get there together,” Elena was saying merrily to the big boy, meanwhile
somehow keeping enough distance between them not to stress the ice too much in
any one area. “And Matt, you send the others, one by one. Won’t that be fun?”
There were giggles from the girls,
and from one little boy. Elena made getting sent to shore sound like more fun
than a carnival.
“Aw,” muttered the other boy,
watching Elena disappear still hand in hand. “Josh gets everything.”
The boy who would date Elena in
spite of highly infectious girl-cooties just sighed. The two girls were
whispering about the pearl-colored sheath. “Like almost moonlight color, isn’t
it?”
“Let’s all go,” the complaining boy
said, but Matt, driven to speech for the first time, said, “Oh, no, you don’t.
We’re playing Elena Says, and Elena didn’t say anything about you going over
yet”—just as Elena’s sweet voice called out, “We made it! Who’s next?”
Figuring that the squeaky hinge
should get to where the honey was soonest, Matt told the let’s-all-go-together
boy, “See if you can sneak up on them from that way.” He pointed in the
direction the ice looked strongest. “On your mark!” he snapped in his best
imitation of his football coach. “Ready, set, GO!”
The complaining boy went off in high
style, doing figure eights and S-curves—and Matt held his breath until a
laughing Elena called out, “What is this, sexist chauvinism? Give me a girl!”
She’s saying everything she can to
make them think of other things, Matt thought in awe. All the kids were
snickering, giggling, or roaring with laughter, because “She said ʻsex,’” a girl snorted.
“I’d like to give her a girl—a baby
girl,” whispered the mature- beyond-cooties boy, who had obviously fallen hard
for Elena. I just hope he doesn’t wind up a pervert before he’s into his teens,
Matt thought. To one of the girls, identical except for a ponytail versus short
hair, he said, “Okay, which is the first lucky girl?”
Short-hair held up her hand. “I’m
Tesha! I’ll go,” just a beat before Ponytail said, “I have to go! I’m older.”
“Well, you’re a nice girl; you keep
me company,” Matt said, automatically holding out a hand to Ponytail. “Tesha,
let’s see if you can go where that last guy went, but without showing off,” he suggested and Short Hair nodded
vigorously.
“All boys are show-offs,” Short Hair
said firmly and then went in the direction of the last boy, but swiftly and
without any figure-eights or other fancy footwork. And presently Elena called
to say that Tesha was with her.
“Red Rover, Red Rover, now send Lindie over!” Elena called from the
bank, still sounding in the highest of spirits. My God, what an end to our
anniversary date, Matt thought.
“And I bet you’re Lindie,” he said
to Ponytail, who nodded, impressed by his powers of clairvoyance. “Okay, off
you go—try between the middle and where Tesha went this time,” he said.
Lindie squeezed his hand tightly—at
least her little mittened fingers seemed to exert pressure on Matt’s numb bare
hand, and then set off a bit clumsily—it could be that the ice was getting
choppy there, Matt thought anxiously—or it could just be that Lindie was cold,
or wasn’t such a good skater. Matt waited for Elena’s last call—
—and heard what he had been
subconsciously expecting all the time. A great crack that sounded like a
giant’s hammer on the ice and a scream, almost immediately cut off, and then
other screams echoing it, mixed with the sound of splashing.
She
fell through! My God, she’s in the water!
“Matt!” the words came in Elena’s
voice just as the screams were suddenly hushed. Matt was wrestling with the
no-cootie kid, keeping him from heading to Lindie. “Matt! Don’t move! Stay where you are!”—just as Matt was saying
urgently to the last boy, “Stay right here! No—log-roll that way toward the bank.” All the kids in Fell’s Church knew about
log-rolling over and over on their sides on thin ice. It spread out the
pressure on the ice to the minimum and it could save your life—as long as you
didn’t hit mush and go under.
The little boy, terrified, tumbled
away like a log caught in a landslide. There were no more screams.
Then Matt deliberately disobeyed
Elena’s edict and shouted “Lindie! I’m coming! Don’t thrash! Float!”—just in case Lindie could hear
him—please, God, let her hear him!
Then Matt himself log-rolled in the
direction that the little girl had gone. When he heard the thrashing get close
enough he stopped and belly-crawled. He could reassure Lindie; tell her how
long it would take her to actually drown or die of hypothermia, comfort her . .
. as long as her head was up, he thought. Please God make her head be up!
And knew, as he thought it that it
was all a lie. Matt had sent this little girl to her death; he was going to get
her out. He was—even if he went in himself.
The splashing was deafening. Matt
found himself staring into a nightmare hole in the ice, with black, agitated
water all mixed with sharp ice chunks going up and down like blocks tumbling a
in freezing washing machine. There was no sign of Lindie.
“She’s under,” a strange voice said
and he realized it was Elena. She was looking at him from the opposite side of
the hideous maw in the pond. She must have log-rolled here herself, over sharp
ice, because her arms were bleeding from many deep scratches.
She’d come prepared, too—she had a
long, sturdy stick with her for Lindie to grab onto . . . but there was no
Lindie.
Furious, terrified, determined, Matt
squirmed his way forward. He could feel solid ice under him—he thought—and he
was now hovering right over the ice-toothed jaws of the hole. Shutting his ears
to Elena’s horrified reaction, he plunged an arm into black water.
“Matt, no! No! I’ve sent the other kids for help—don’t make things worse.”
But somewhere inside Matt there was
a mule-stubborn spot. I sent the kid in. Lindie. I sent Lindie in. I have to get her out.
He ignored the shock of icy agony
that shot up his arm, a feeling that—like a burning flame—was a natural
reaction of his body, of his limb, telling him “Get me out of here!” But you can’t play football and not know about
ignoring pain. Matt gritted his teeth, making his arm swing back and forth in
the icy water, hand clenching and unclenching, trying to keep some feeling in
it, so he would know if he caught anything.
And then suddenly there was a tumult
in the ice just beyond his reach, and two huge eyes stared out between hair
that straggled like seaweed and a mouth opened into a scream of terror sucked
in a breath.
And went down again, although Elena
almost slid into the hole reaching for her.
But Matt was closer and Matt was
determined and nothing on this earth was going to keep him from getting the
kid. He plunged his arm down, feeling ice crack under his own chest, but
reaching, reaching—
—until his fingers clenched on
seaweed-hair.
Oh, God, he thought. Thank You for
giving her a ponytail.
And Matt pulled. With all his
strength, gripping the ice he was lying on with his other hand, Matt pulled up
with his right arm. And then he reached down with his left arm too, ignoring
the ice-shock, ignoring everything except that he had a grip on a two handfuls
of hair. He pulled and he’d been pulling forever, and he was scared to see what
came up, but he pulled and out of the paste of gray icewater came a girl’s face
and she sucked in another breath and she was alive. Lindie was alive.
After that, nothing could have
stopped Matt from pulling the girl out. Nothing in the world. He got hold of
Lindie’s shoulders and he gave a tremendous heave and Lindie came back into the
world, born for a second time, crying for her mother. Matt dropped
spread-eagled on the ice and just let himself breathe, grateful that his arms
were out of that water, and understanding why Lindie was sobbing.
Elena rolled to the place where the
little girl was lying and held her and coaxed her and told her it was all over.
“Matt saved your life. It’s over
now. You’re going to be fine. Your mom is going to come here—do you want to
talk to her on the phone? I called her on my mobile because I found out your
phone number from Josh. I’m pressing the redial button—okay, do you want me to hold
it to your ear?”
“Mommy! Mommy! Mommy I’m sorry!” Deep, heart-wrenching sobs.
Matt gave the last ounce of his
weight to the ice. He knew what was being said on the other side of the phone
conversation, even though he couldn’t hear it. A frantic mother, probably
called out of bed to hear that her daughter, instead of being cozily asleep,
was out on the black ice of Wickery Pond. And now—to hear that she had fallen
into the deadly dark water—that she might have been swept away by a current,
with her face inches from the world of light and air, but kept from it
forever—and now to hear Lindie’s voice, hear Lindie was unhurt—and sorry . . .
Matt grinned, although somehow even
that hurt. And he was so cold and so wet. But it was time to get up, or roll
up. He took a chance and lifted his head and shoulders, pushing with aching
biceps.
And he felt it even as he saw it in
Elena’s eyes and heard her scream.
“Matt!
It’s crumbl—”
And then Matt did a forward
somersault and was engulfed in darkness.
* * * * *
The cold shock. You always got it
when you tumbled suddenly into icy water. It was the worst part, but what most
people didn’t know was that it went away. After about two or three minutes it
went away.
But you had to be able to live
through those minutes. You couldn’t die of panic or heart attack. You couldn’t
let the current drag you away if you’d fallen through one little hole, because
then you lost all hope.
All light.
Elena meant light. He’d looked her
name up after his first date with her. He even knew what her birthstone was:
pearl. And she was wearing a seed-pearl bracelet that looked as if it had come
from an ancient Grace Kelly film. Princess. Princess Grace.
Matt had no idea why he should think
about it now. But he would lose the light and the pearl-sheathed light-bringer
both if he didn’t keep his head.
And he was too tired to think.
“Never
think in an emergency, kid, got it?”
That was what Uncle Joe had said,
frail as a bird on his hospital bed, hands shaking, but with a gleam in his
eye.
“Think
before the emergency, get it? Know the boy scout motto. Y’know the boy
scout motto, kid?”
“Be
prepared.”
“That’s
it. Y’ got it.” Scratching
at the stubble on his chin, Uncle Joe nodded. “I ain’t always been a model boy scout, okay, kid? But I was prepared.
That time I went ice-fishing in Alaska, y’know. Well, first, I read this Book.”
Uncle Joe didn’t read a lot, and you
could hear the capitals when he said Book. Well, you could hear them in
everything except the one most people would have capitalized. The Holy Book.
The Bible. But Uncle Joe had been a lot of foreign places and had a religion of
his own that he never really explained to anyone. Still, if it had a first holy
precept it would have been: “Be ye
Prepared for Anything.”
And then Uncle Joe had explained
that when he had fallen into the
freezing water, he had lost all sense of direction and had started swimming
straight down. And he had remembered a passage in the Book, and how it had said
“look for the light.”
“Look
for the light, get it, kiddo? And I looked and”—as a nurse passed by—”durned if I wasn’t backasswards.”
Look for the light, Matt thought,
realizing that even his thoughts were slow and dim. But how could moonlight
ever reach him under water like this? Even the brightest moonlight . . .
Elena is the light.
Look for Elena, his increasingly
slow thoughts told him. Look for her light.
At first it seemed that every way he
looked, turning painfully while trying to stay in place, there was nothing but
darkness. No light winked. But then when he looked back over his shoulder he
seemed to see a faint glow.
It was very faint, in the blackest
night that he had ever known. But he needed to breathe now. Whether it was the
light of an earthly moon or the light that those people with near-death
experiences described, it was what he was heading for.
Mat swam. With every muscle aching,
and that girl who had died in Wickery Pond holding on to both of his feet,
trying to pull him down with her, Matt made himself swim. He swam for his life.
And the dim glow blossomed like a
flower, getting brighter and more silvery and there was still no air and he was
going to gasp now, to take water into his lungs, and when he did, he was going
to drown—
—and then something poked his
shoulder.
It was a stick.
It
was a stick. Elena’s stick. And Matt had hold of it, pulling
strongly, and somehow he was being pulled
up by it, too.
There was someone else in the world
and they were helping him! Elena! Elena was pulling him home!
And then Matt broke through the
surface of something like a giant sheet of glass and freezing air hit his face
and then there was air rushing into his lungs, delicious, delicious air.
“Matt!
Oh, Matt! Oh, thank God! Oh, dear God!”
Matt was thanking God, too, but in
his mind because his body was busy breathing, which was the most wonderful
exciting excruciating thing ever because he kept coughing up icy water, but the
air that went in was better than one thousand cups of raspberry cocoa.
But then he felt his neck wobble and
his head fell into the water, facedown. He couldn’t even hold his head up on
his own.
Hands pulled him up by the hair.
Hands pulled up his arms, first one, then the other, to lie on the ice at the
edge of the hole.
“Matt! Matthew Honeycutt! You look
at me!” The voice was like a whiplash and Matt blinked and focused.
What he saw was the Princess Elena’s
face, but she didn’t look much like a princess. There was a scratch on her
forehead and dark tear- lines streaking her cheeks. She was blue-white with the
cold and her teeth were chattering uncontrollably. Her golden hair was soaked,
hanging in utter dishabille about her
shoulders.
Jeez, she must have had some mascara
on, Matt thought, knowing he was disoriented, but focusing on that bit of
trivia anyway. Or maybe eyeliner, like those ancient Egyptians. I couldn’t even
tell before.
“Matthew Honeycutt,” she said again,
and this time with a sudden refocusing, Matt saw another facet of her. Her
blue-white face seemed merely a trick of the light. The scratch was to show
that she was no inhuman angel. The chattering teeth, the dripping hair were
evidence of what this princess had endured on her journey to save life. And the
dark tears were more like the adorable stains on the face of a child, tracks
that should be wiped away by a kindly hand or kissed by a mother smelling of
cookies.
“Do you know who you are?” the
princess in front of him said, and again, Matt glimpsed another facet, a nurse
who had traveled many miles under abominable conditions to help a fighting soldier.
Her professional aplomb couldn’t quite conceal a special interest in this one.
“Matt. I’m Matt,” he said. He looked
at his arms, heavy even in shirtsleeves lying like two crooked white logs on
the dirty ice. “Elena,” he added, getting the words out, with difficulty, “I
have to . . . pull up now. Or else . . .” His head wobbled again on his neck.
Somewhere, far away but perfectly audible, children were keening, crying.
“Liddy,” he said. “Ponytail girl. We
got . . . her out?”
“Lindie,” Elena said sharply, the
professional nurse at once. “Do you remember her?”
“She . . . squeezed my hand . . .
then she fell through . . .”
“You
got her out, Matt. You pulled her out safe and she’s still safe, and help
is coming. Do you hear me? Help is coming. All the kids’ parents and the
police.”
Dully, Matt could feel hands on his
face. Elena was holding his head out of the water. She was pinching with sharp
nails, but he felt . . . comfortably numb.
“I have to pull,” he said. It was
all he could focus on. “Head and shoulders out of water.”
Elena nodded. Now the facet he saw
was all confidence and helpfulness. “I’ll pull when you pull yourself,” she
said. She gripped him under his arms. “After a three count? One, two, three, pull!”
Together, with all their strength,
they pulled him up . . . about an inch.
“One, two, three, pull!”
They tried again . . . and
again—four times in all.
And gained maybe another half inch.
The trouble was that Matt was too
dense. And Elena was a strong girl, but the bitter chill of the wind, the walk
on the pond, the “adventures” with the children, the saving of Lindie, and,
finally, heaving Matt up this far had sapped her strength until Matt could she
was fighting unconsciousness from cold herself.
And then the ice kept crumbling. Together,
Elena and he were moving him, but only forward on increasingly mushy ice. God,
at any moment the ice could break—and then Elena . . .
“Get up,” Matt told Elena, feeling
surprisingly lucid. “Look, I’m gonna . . . say something . . . can’t even think
of a way . . . t’make it less corny. Even Uncle Joe . . . didn’t have enough
imagination . . . “
“Then tell Uncle Joe to shut up,”
she said, and for a moment he was back at the hospital, angry with the
sharp-tongued nurse, a guy who had always banged his cart against the waste
container in Uncle Joe’s room just when Uncle Joe had fallen asleep.
“Matt?”
Elena’s voice. Matt was back in
reality. “We have t’say . . .”
“Tell Uncle Joe to shut up!”
“I can’t. He won’t . . . let me. Mom
. . . I mean, ‘Lena, no, Eh-leh- na,” he pronounced it carefully with a tongue
that felt too large. “You have to . . . get up. Get in shelter. You have to . .
. to save your life. Save yourself.” The corny line finally said, Matt shut his
eyes, just for a moment, and the next thing he knew his face was in the water.
Then sharp tongs were pulling it up. Sharp—fingernails.
“Matt! Stop being a jerk! You don’t
die of hypothermia this quickly. It feels bad, but you don’t die. You don’t die.”
But I’m in the water wearing only
the remains of a shirt and trousers—if the current hasn’t pulled them off, Matt
thought to Elena. It was so much easier to just think things than it was to say
them. And—I remember, Uncle Joe, yep, I got it: water chills you twenty-five
times faster than air. So Elena has to get up. She’s the one who has a chance.
He was so satisfied with this logic
that he felt his eyes shut again.
“Save myself? So you want me to just
leave you and save myself? And maybe Lassie
will come save you? Or maybe Britches?
That’s the stupidest name for a pet I ever heard. Laugh? I almost!”
Matt felt his face come out of the
water. Someone was hurting Britches, the best old Labrador Retriever ever
born—or dead. That did it. That made him mad.
“Caroline, you brat!” he heard
himself say, and it wasn’t just thinking it. He said it good and loud.
“Good,” a voice told him, but this
voice was tender and firm, “I thought I’d lost you for a moment. Matt, I know
it hurts to be in the water. But help should be here any minute. Any minute. Don’t give up now. I don’t know
if I can hold you up much longer.” Elena was breathing hard, as if she were
climbing a mountain. And Matt noticed that the hands holding his head up were
trembling.
He giggled foolishly. There was
something he should say, something he should insist on. But he’d forgotten it.
Uncle Joe had become a positive personality tonight, even if he was dead as a
doornail. Matt was looking to him for help, and he got it immediately. He
shouted it triumphantly.
“Bubala bubala
Bubala bubala
Bubala bubala BUM!”
That was what Uncle Joe had always
said, scratching his stubble, when he couldn’t remember what he had been
talking about. It always gave him immense pleasure to see people’s reactions to
it. Matt had told Elena the story on their second or third date and she had
laughed hysterically. Now, dizzily, hazily, Matt opened his eyes to see who was
there and what they thought of it,
eh?
He saw a very beautiful girl, maybe
some kind of snow girl. Her hair was wet and chunks of ice were frozen on it.
She was looking at him with eyes that were dark blue, but the moon was shining
full on her face and the moonlight showed that, splattered across the deep
blue, there was gold. Blue and gold eyes . . . should make green. But these
eyes were like lapis lazuli. The golden speckles and splatters didn’t mix with
the blue.
“Elena Gilbert,” he whispered.
The snow girl nodded weakly.
“Our anniversary date?”
Another weak nod.
“And this . . . is the end,” Matt
said. He meant just to slide out of her fingers and go under like that, but
what she said next stopped him.
“No! You’re not dying, like Uncle
Joe was. You’re just cold. You can take it. Besides . . . are you leaving this
time without—kissing me goodnight?”
Matt felt some deep inner response.
He should think about this, he realized suddenly and gravely. End their
important tenth date without at least trying
to kiss her?
“No boy’s done that for years,” she
whispered sorrowfully. “And now you’d rather die than do it one more time?”
“No,” Matt’s whisper was husky and
dry. He tried to put his tongue out to lick his lips, but he couldn’t feel with
his lips very well.
“Okay, then. I’m going to kiss you.
But if you give up I won’t be together with you.”
She’s keeping me listening, keeping
me aware, Matt thought. Like I used to talk to Uncle Joe. He had so little time
after they found the cancer—it had spread so far . . . I wanted every minute to
be some special memory.
“O-kay,” Elena said, and there was a
touch of the diva back in her voice as she spoke. “Now I’m going to put your
hands under my armpits. That’s the warmest place I’ve got left. But I’m telling
you, Matt Honeycutt, that if those hands try to feel their way down onto
something lower and curvier that I’m going to push your head under water. Mm-kay?”
“Got it . . . boss-lady,” Matt said,
half humble and half-laughing. “Sorry . . . I mean, ʻboss-woman’ . . . of course.”
“Of course,” Elena hummed. “But just ʻBoss’ will do.”
Meanwhile, she was stuffing his
white, clawed hands under her armpits. Matt was amazed to feel a bit of life
return to them, something that was not exactly warmth but the shadow of warmth.
He could feel them unclaw.
Elena was gripping him by the
elbows, keeping his hands in place. Slowly, Matt began to feel something else.
Pins and needles, the agony of life coming back into lifeless flesh. He knew
that his eyes and his nose were running, but he didn’t care. He was too
grateful for this gift of pain that made him feel almost alive.
And certainly more alert.
“Do I still get a kiss?” he asked,
giddily.
“Yes, but first we’re going to do a
little wiper-oo.” Elena said. Keep your hands where they are—this will just
take a second.”
She reached down and tore at one of
the pearly bottom of her dress. The material ripped off easily and then Matt
was having a face bath from a cat’s scratchy tongue. That was what it felt
like. But that was good, too; it was good to feel his face, to know his skin
was there.
“All better now. You look great,”
Elena announced in her sweetest drawl and Matt realized that he was going to be
kissed by the most beautiful liar who’d ever walked the earth.
She pushed forward slowly, slowly,
eyes shut but eyelashes flickering occasionally to refine her aim, lips indrawn
to gather heat from her mouth. And then warm lips were touching Matt’s, and he
went straight to heaven, with no need to pass go or to collect a hundred dollar
bill.
Elena Gilbert was kissing him for
the last time.
Granted the circumstances were not
ideal. Matt’s lips were numb and what he felt of the kiss was simply a gentle,
warm bumping. But suddenly he could smell again and Elena’s perfume went to his
head where it made him as dizzy as if he’d had a glass of champagne.
“Now then,” Elena said, relaxing,
lying on his arms, molding her slender self to him, “We can stay up a bit
longer, can’t we?”
“Yes,” Matt said, with all the
breath left in them.
His strength was gone. Her strength was gone. But Elena had
something besides physical strength. She had a power of sheer will that went
beyond physical strength, that rose above it. That power was what was holding
them both up now.
Time lost meaning. Matt would feel
himself resting—and then Elena’s voice would call him back, or Elena’s nails
would prick his face pulling at him, or—if he was lucky and hadn’t slipped down
too far, soft chilled lips would touch his.
It wasn’t a bad way to go, he
decided. Things had turned into a sort of loop so that sometimes he was
dressing up to meet Elena for his first date with her, sometimes he was driving
to her house, sometimes he heard the laughter of three lovely girls as they
looked him up and down, demanding that he prove himself worthy. Sometimes they
were in a restaurant, eating delicious hot, oh, hot hot chocolate soufflé along
with hot coffee. Hot water sounded delicious to him right now. He could drink a
bubble bath full.
It probably lasted no more than five
or ten minutes. But it seemed . . . it was
much, much longer, in real time,
as counted by the number of dizzy thoughts that went through his head.
“Matt?” Every ten seconds or so
Elena asked that, getting her strength from somewhere beyond his understanding.
And every time she said “Matt?” he woke up a little to give back to her a
“Yes.” If he didn’t do it right away, he would feel the dimmest of prickles on
the sides of his face and he would know that Elena was using the last of her
precious energy to try to lift him out of the water. So Matt stayed in a zone,
where he could still say, “Yes,” with lips as numb as if he’d just had a trip
to the dentist, and lower body gone.
The noise started out in a roaring
in his ears that sounded like a waterfall, and he had confused, icy black
thoughts of going over the edge. Then he heard Elena’s voice in a kind of
whispered glad cry.
“Matt! They’re here! I told you
they’d come. Matt, they’re here!”
Although Matt only half understood
it at the time, it was the amateurs who had arrived first. The paramedics, the
sheriffs, were still yet to come. But four sobbing children, all terrified to
move from the bank of the pond, all huddled like puppies around a damp little
girl in wet blankets, sharing their body warmth with her, told of the boy who
had pulled Lindie out and had gone under, and of Elena Gilbert, the Elena Gilbert, who had pulled him out.
“His
name is Matt,” one of the girls offered shyly.
And that was when Matt heard
something other than the background roar.
“Matt Honeycutt!” a voice bawled
from the side of the pond. “It’s Dr. Alpert, and I’m here to help you out.”
Matt turned watering eyes to see
what the adults would do. They had an aluminum ladder, and that was good. That
was a good improvisation for spreading weight around. And now they were unhitching the ladder, and now they were sliding it out toward him.
But he didn’t realize who was sliding
on the ladder coming toward them until he saw white eyes and a white, grim
smile glinting at him in darkness. Then, in the moonlight, he could make out
the outlines of the old town doctor, not the clinic doctor, but the
old-fashioned one who still made house calls.
“Well, now, well, now,” she said,
taking his wrist in her dark- brown hand. “So this is what young people do for
dates these days. Me, I’d stick to the movies and buttered popcorn of my day, I
think.”
“We already did it tonight,” Elena
said, in a croaking whisper.
Matt laughed, but only inside.
Something in him was hurting because he could hear from Elena’s voice how much she hurt.
“Young folks will get into such
shenanigans,” the doctor said, and suddenly Matt’s eyes were focusing on her in
the moonlight and he was realizing that despite the cold, her forehead was
covered with little sweat drops. She had passed a rope around him, and she was
beginning to tie a knot.
For a moment there was only the
sound of hard breathing, from both Matt and Elena. And then, almost
simultaneously, they cried, “No!”
The doctor gave them a weak smile.
“I never was much good at tying rope-sized knots,” she said. “Now, if this were
a little suture—”
“Are there other grown-ups out
there?” Matt gasped.
“Three of us, and would you believe,
I’m the lightest?” The doctor wriggled her substantial hips. “That’s why they
sent me out. They’re going to pull, once I tie this rope around you.”
“The knot—it has to be strong enough
to hold him while they pull him through the ice,” Elena said forcefully. Matt
had no idea where she got the force from and even less idea where she got the
knowledge. Maybe she just knew everything. All he could do was whisper, “And if
it tightens as they pull—my chest—”
Dr. Alpert was nodding already.
“Your ribs,” she said worriedly. “Crack, crack.” Matt hated to admit to seeing
concern on a grown-up’s face, but there it was.
“I wish I’d been a girl scout. They
teach you how to light fires and tie knots and things. But when I was young,
things were . . . well, different.” Dr. Alpert gave a rueful smile. She was
still trying her best to tie a knot in the rope.
“Wish
I’d been a girl scout . . .” A girl
scout . . . A boy scout . . .
Matt gasped suddenly and forced
himself to speak clearly. “What we need is a bowline. A bowline knot.” He
pulled his hands out as Elena lifted herself up, but his fingers had clawed
again. “I . . . can’t . . .” he realized and inside him there was a terrible
crashing as all his hope fell into darkness, smashing down the entire way. He
couldn’t use his hands . . .
“But
you can tell her how,” Elena was saying, as if she could read his mind. Her
eyes were fixed on his as if she could make the words come out by sheer will
alone.
BUBALA BUBALA BUM!
For a moment, Matt was afraid he’d
said it out loud. But the two others were still looking at him, with intense
and hopeful speculation.
“To tie . . . a bowline knot . . .
well, first take the rope off of me. Now, you make a loop . . . with plenty of
rope left . . . on the right of it . . . more than that . . . more . . .” and on
until he said, “Now you . . . can lassoo . . . that big loop over me. It won’t
slip . . . it will only . . . swell in the water . . . and it won’t break my
chest.”
Elena’s cheer was loud enough to be heard
by those on the edge of the pond, and Matt heard a shrill echo of applause.
Suddenly everything was moving fast
again.
“All right, I’m sliding back,” Dr
Alpert said. “Elena, can you roll to the shore?”
“I have to,” Elena said simply. “I
will.”
Matt had been looking back and
forth, listening to this conversation. Now, as he looked Elena’s way, he was
bumped softly on the lips.
“See you on solid ground,” Elena
whispered, in a tiny whisper, just for him. And then she was rolling away in
her pearl-white sheath, with her wet hair sticking icily to her back.
When Matt looked away he saw that
the doctor had gone, too.
But now the ladder was being pulled.
Matt thought he could help himself a little, by grabbing hold of the last rung,
but his hands wouldn’t stay closed around it.
He was all alone, and the shouting
and cheering seemed far away.
Then he felt a tug on the rope. He
tried to tug back, to show he was ready. He wrapped his arms around the rope,
which was around his chest, under his arms. And then . . .
He was suddenly plowing through icy
water breaking ice with his face, with his head, with his outstretched hands.
And then somehow miraculously he was out of the water, sliding out as smoothly
as a seal, and coasting on good ice until he reached the edge of the pond. Then
strong hands were pulling him out of the water entirely.
And then everything turned into a
flurry. Someone was giving him a sippy cup, the kind kids drink out of, but
there was coffee inside. Hot coffee. He heard a voice say, “Don’t let him burn
himself,” and another answer, “It’s only lukewarm.” But it felt hot and he
drank it in desperate gulps.
Some pioneer spirit had built a
bonfire. Matt tried to stumble toward it and was caught by kindly calloused
hands and led there. Elena was sitting by it already.
And she had changed again. By the
look of her hair, she must have found somebody and borrowed a brush. Or found
somebody to brush it for her, more likely, Matt thought entirely without
prejudice—whoever it was, was one lucky chump. He himself would have happily
brushed it for hours and let her charge him, on top of it. Charge him a hundred
dollars.
He shook his head at such thoughts.
But just then Elena turned around and the feeling he had on seeing her was an
actual physical shock. Her face was pale and drawn, but it suited her, her eyes
were dewy and wondering, and as she saw him she held one slim pale arm out of
the blanket—and then he was sitting beside her.
“Matt!” It was the beginning of
something, some explanation, but there was a wrong look in her eyes. They
should have held only joy and celebration and instead they were wholly anxious,
questioning—and holding back something unfinished.
He could only think of one reason.
He sucked his breath in. “Lindie didn’t make it.”
“Oh, yes, oh yes, she did!” Elena
cried in one sweet rush. “Her parents—they’re driving her to the hospital just
in case. People say they’ll take us, too, when the paramedics get here.”
“Then, what? Something’s wrong.
What’s wrong?” Just as the moonlight had shone down on her with silvery light
earlier, the bonfire outlined her with red-gold now. When she turned toward it,
her eyes were violet.
“I have to know,” she whispered,
just as someone came along with cocoa for them—in sippy cups. Well, fine,
nobody had perfectly steady hands right now.
“What?” he whispered back.
“The bowline. Who taught you . . .
the bowline knot?”
“Huh?”
That was what was making her look so
haunted? He shook his head. “It was a long time ago. I’m not even sure we made
it right.”
“It held!” Elena flared.
“Yeah, yeah,” he said, as if saying
“there, there.” He took a swig of cocoa-nectar. “It held. Well, it was so long
ago, but I guess . . .” He paused. He felt his own eyes go round. “It was . . .
it was . . .”
“I knew it!” Elena cried, clapping
her hands. Two big tears ran down her cheeks. Then almost like some strange
prayer: “Uncle Joe! It was Uncle Joe!”
This time Matt didn’t need a kick in
the behind to know what to do. He took the slim, weeping girl in his arms, and he
felt the warmth of the fire-heated blankets around her.
“You’re not warmed up yet,” he said,
almost accusingly.
“I stayed by the pond to watch them
bring you in,” she murmured.
Damn fool, Matt thought, but there
was a lump in his throat as he thought it. Anyway, it was a good excuse to hold
her closer.
“Hey, somebody drove my car over to
here,” he discovered, seeing the Junk Heap flashing in the firelight.
“Some girls brought it just a few
minutes ago,” a tall man, who was just a pair of legs standing away from the
firelight said. “You shouldn’t go around leaving it with the keys in the
ignition.”
“No,” Elena agreed, letting Matt
hold her softness as hard as he wanted. And then, “Our coats were in that car.”
“And here they are,” announced a
seductive feminine voice. “Safe and sound at last.” A tall and feline girl with
a mane of tousled bronze hair knelt to wrap Elena’s fur-trimmed coat around
her.
“Caroline,” Elena murmured. “Thank
you.”
“And yours, sir,” Another tall girl,
this one with dark hair and eyes.
“Uh—Meredith,” Matt said, instantly
tongue-tied.
She smiled at him. “We’re just sorry
we didn’t hear about what happened sooner,” she said.
A small feminine figure, seeming
even smaller by comparison to the long elegant legs of the first two girls,
threw herself bodily on Elena.
“Ooooh, God! I thought you were lost
forever,” she sobbed, strawberry hair blazing in the firelight.
“Oh, Bonnie!”
“Actually, they called to say they’d
pulled you out about a minute after they called to say you were in,” said
Meredith.
“But the agony I suffered in that
minute,” Bonnie said in an injured voice. “Or has velociraptor sisterhood just collapsed?”
“Of course not,” Elena said,
displacing Matt to comfort her. And eerily, with no visible signal, four voices
rose in the darkness. “Velociraptor sisterhood! You bite us; we bite you back!”
“All I’m worried about,” Matt said
snuggling deeper into his coat is: “is what happened to my wallet?”
“Oh, yeah, we found it,” Caroline
said carelessly. “It was empty, though.”
For a moment, Matt felt a terrible
pang. Then he saw that Elena was smiling at him.
“Maybe Uncle Joe went off on some
new adventure,” she said.
“Yeah.” He did his best to smile
back and managed it pretty well. It did seem . . . well, kind of too bad for
somebody who would think it was just money, and not realize it might be
something more. But he couldn’t honestly complain. He had his life, he was out
of the water, and he had Elena Gilbert, too—for a while still, anyway. Elena
was notably a rover.
“But Elena, your dress,” Bonnie wailed, almost wringing
her hands, going from the humanitarian to the cosmopolitan in seconds.
“It’s—done for.”
“We’ll have to put it down for its
own good,” Meredith agreed, dryly, not a muscle moving in her lovely olive-skinned
face.
“You’re definitely a spectacle,”
Caroline said, with a certain note of relish in her voice.
“It’s been . . . quite a date,”
Elena said softly. “But then, it was our tenth date anniversary.”
There! That was it. Elena said the
words with a slow, dropping inflection. If you didn’t know what she really
meant by it, you might think it had been “quite a date” in another way.
But now that Matt knew Elena, he
found he didn’t care. Didn’t care? Ye gods, he wished it had been that kind of date, even if everybody, including his mom,
came to know it.
Looking at Elena now, with her coat
covering up most of the damage, she was like a pale and lovely pioneer. She was
dressed in her Sunday best, but ready to go out and pluck a few chickens for
dinner. The cut on her forehead was neatly bandaged, and the sparkle was back
in her lapis lazuli eyes.
God bless you, Uncle Joe. Thanks for
tonight, and have a good trip, Matt thought. Elena offered her arm, and
unhesitatingly Matt took it. We’ll hold each other up, he thought.
Just then a small round personage
bustled up to him, who always seemed to Matt to smell of fresh-baked cookies.
“Mom!”
“Matt! I got the news just after
Mrs. Sulez, and she brought me down here—you know what it’s like with me trying
to drive at night—but the last I heard you were under the water. Oh, Matt, I’ve
been so worried—and Elena, some kid said it was your idea . . .” Her voice rose
a little, both in volume and in pitch. Matt tried to move in front of Elena. If
his mother said anything to hurt her—
“They said it was you who kept him
from drowning,” his mother finished. “And, all I can say is—”
And then, by some mysterious means
of feminine transportation Elena was in his mother’s arms, having apparently
teleported through him, and they were
both crying.
“This is the girl who saved my
Matt’s life,” his mother announced to all within earshot—and at the top of his
mom’s range, that covered quite a few ears.
“This girl kept his head above water
until rescuers could come and she didn’t leave him until he was safe.” she
announced. “And I say this girl is a hero, and anybody who says different, that
person can stand up right now and say it to me!”
“Mom—” Matt groaned softly.
But there was an outbreak of
applause, while Elena, blushing brushing away traces of tears, said, “Well,
Matt is the real hero. He got Lindie—Jacobs, isn’t it?—out of the water. And
Dr. Alpert got him out. All I did was a little talking.”
And a little kissing, Matt thought
luxuriously. So what if I didn’t really feel it? I’ll feel it tomorrow.
And just then as he and Elena stood
blushing and beaming near the fire, one of the tall men, a parent or neighbor,
said, “Hey, kid, you really shouldn’t be leaving your money in a wallet in an
open car. I took it out and kept it for you. But a credit card and a hundred
dollar bill like that—well, some kid might’ve been too tempted, get me?”
And with that, he restored Uncle Joe
(and Aunt Judith’s Visa card) into Matt’s still-numb hand. He looked up and saw
Elena looking at him with an expression of speculation.
“Looks like Uncle Joe isn’t through
having adventures with you,” she said finally. “Oh, that’s clever,” she added,
as she watched Matt automatically fold up the bill and slide it into the hidden
compartment.
That’s right, Matt thought. I did
that before once before, too, on our first date, when that old man at the
restaurant found it. That time, I could understand how it could fall out; I was
fiddling around with it. But this time—how could the tall guy know where the
hidden compartment was . . .?
He looked around for the man, whom
he had registered as a pair of legs, but couldn’t see him. And anyway, there
was suddenly a tumult at the other side of the bonfire.
Caroline appeared beside them,
bursting with feline excitement. “Bonnie’s gone and fainted for real. She said
she saw a ghost disappear. And then she went . . .” Caroline put a hand to her
forehead, palm up, staggered back like Hamlet, and then made as if to swoon
forward. “If Meredith hadn’t caught her she’d have fallen in the fire.”
“Well, for heaven’s sake, go get her
some water to drink—in a sippy cup, too, or she’ll spill it all over.
Tesha—you’re still Tesha, right? Go run to Dr. Alpert. Make sure she knows
there’s a girl who’s fainted. And, Matt”—she paused, looking at him where he
stood warming by the fire—“just one question—did you ever see pictures of your
Uncle Joe when he was a younger man?”
“No,” Matt admitted. “I guess we weren’t
a very picture taking family. I only saw him when he was dying.”
“I see,” Elena said, slowly. “so
it’s perfectly possible that . . .”
“That what?” but Elena didn’t
answer. Because she knew he knew what she would say.
“Oh, well,” she said turning her
back on the bonfire to toast her other side. “We’ll think of it as good luck,
shall we?” She held up her sippy cup of cocoa toward him. “Here’s to lots and
lots more adventures!”
There was only one thing to say to
that, and Matt said it. After the first word, Elena joined in, ignoring the
stares of bystanders.
“Bubala bubala
Bubala bubala
Bubala bubala BUM!”